I'm getting rather sad nowadays.Should I just....do that thing?Should I ignore her?She doesn't really care about me....All she cares about is her friend.IS popularity that important?What Lynn told me is that she wants it.But what's the use of popularity?It only gives you a sense of satisfaction.And you would only hurt others if you gained it.Popularity is ok,but its not when your actually fighting for it.
I'm so puzzled.So tired.So annoyed by all these things.When will they end??Had a quarrel with my good friend today.I just don't understand.What's the use of getting angry when its not even worth of it?I didn't even want to quarrel with her!I explained to her why I did this and that.But she was still angry.Thinking that I am trying to prove her wrong.But to really think about it,in other quarrels she always does that.And all I could do is to apologise...And yet she told me: What's the use of apologising when you are proving me wrong?But i'm thinking,I don't want to fight with her that's why I kept on apologising.And I was just explaining to her to avoid misunderstandings.She told me: Isn't all that the same?Does this mean,she want things to continue forever?She angry with me,me angry with her and not getting this resolved?I'm like that.I don't make things continue.Although I do that sometimes but,this is different.I just don't understand why is she so mad at me.....IS that all my fault???