I'M JuS A LiL' GiRl

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2006-11-02T09:46:00.000-08:00

I don't like the feeling when people just say that I am stupid.Words can kill.Words could determine one's life and death!I JUST DON'T GET IT!Why does my siblings do all of that to me!Like "your stupid","your useless"....blah and blah!I'm not a tolerant person.I cannot stand it when people condemn me for no apparent reason!You may find me irritating.But hey,there are so many people in the world.Why only me?!ESPECIALLY people whom I cared for.I wonder if they really treat me as a sibling.I could forgive them.But thanks alot,its VERY hard for me to forget.Thanks to the words they say.....=( Now I understand why is it so hard to love people who hated you.Because they will never understand it!='(

Haix...Got nothing much to do nowadays....all I could do is to sit in front of the computer and play.Other than that I need to do housework.Hai~ Life is kind of dull nowadays.More lecture,more scoldings,more people not caring for you.I wish this torment would end.....................

hai....

2006-10-30T07:24:00.000-08:00

I'm getting rather sad nowadays.Should I just....do that thing?Should I ignore her?She doesn't really care about me....All she cares about is her friend.IS popularity that important?What Lynn told me is that she wants it.But what's the use of popularity?It only gives you a sense of satisfaction.And you would only hurt others if you gained it.Popularity is ok,but its not when your actually fighting for it.
I'm so puzzled.So tired.So annoyed by all these things.When will they end??Had a quarrel with my good friend today.I just don't understand.What's the use of getting angry when its not even worth of it?I didn't even want to quarrel with her!I explained to her why I did this and that.But she was still angry.Thinking that I am trying to prove her wrong.But to really think about it,in other quarrels she always does that.And all I could do is to apologise...And yet she told me: What's the use of apologising when you are proving me wrong?But i'm thinking,I don't want to fight with her that's why I kept on apologising.And I was just explaining to her to avoid misunderstandings.She told me: Isn't all that the same?Does this mean,she want things to continue forever?She angry with me,me angry with her and not getting this resolved?I'm like that.I don't make things continue.Although I do that sometimes but,this is different.I just don't understand why is she so mad at me.....IS that all my fault???

long time no see....

2006-10-27T06:48:00.000-07:00

School ended yesterday.
Wow....i got me results back!To really confess.....i think i was not so good la...
Cause there are many who expected more of me...lol!!!Well...I think everyone can do better in their sudies....Me too of course....EVERYONE must have confidence in themselves!!!If you failed...Don't you give up!Your life has not yet ended......
And I was totally shocked!!Yesterday,it was released at around 12.I thought there were maths lessons and we need to do a holiday homework on it....But it wasn't!!!Yipeeeeee!!I am free from all that stressful work....And the homework was about designing a house!We are not architects!!But my teacher wants us to apply what we had learn.....haix....that funny teacher....she's a great teacher,but yet she tortures us.-_-" lol
After that- its HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Holiday I'd tell you!!Its 2 months!YAY!But of course,there are things for me to do.........like going out............like going for church events............like going for DRAMA CLASS!!!!OH NOOOOOOO!!!!That reminds me!!!My mum signed me up on her own!!!OHNOSSSS!Haix....Someone join me!I don't want to face DRAMA on my own...>_> I mean,I love arts.But not this kind of art!I like music,dance.....you know them.But not drama or whatever!!=( Haix.......I am going to face the music.....like what my friend says....
Okay,I wish everyone that came to this blog to come often!!This blog is really dying....Please help me.....lol!Well MUST tag when you come hor!lol....ok i got to go.Can't hog this laptop for long.....Ciao~!

The Movie!!

2006-10-24T05:51:00.000-07:00

Yesterday,I went out with my brothers and my cousin (Thats four people in total) to watch a movie called Death Note.The movie was rather nice.Other than the fact that there were many goths,killing and of course,religious stuffs.

(Below is a summary of death note)
It was about this guy,knowned as Light,who knows that justice was not being brought upon criminals who did many wrong things.He one day found this book on the street knowned as Death Note.This book could bring death to people just by putting down their names in the book and/or putting down their way of dying next to it.The book also had many other rules...too many to be written down here >.>. So this guy,wanting to bring justice to people who did wrong things,started to kill many criminals.Then poeple start calling him "Kira".The police thought that it was a crime to kill people that way and they started investigating the case.
Then there was this guy,knowned as "L",who was a genius and had the same or more intellectual level than Light.(Light is also a genius)He works with the investgation team.One day,he tested the power of "Kira" and it eventually became a trap."L" appeared on the screen of the TV with a letter "L" there.Then "L" told Kira that he wants to challenge him and will defeat him.Light,who was Kira,decided to challenge him too.Then the real thing begins......

A nice plot but it did not finish the whole thing!!Can't blame them though...the story is just too long to be finished in one shot....In the movie theatre,it was SO noisy!Everyone was talking!!And my brother was one of the noisiest.-_-" He gave alot of comments.... Well,many kept quiet during the later part of the movie... We went to arcade afterwards....Played virtual corps and time crisis 4.Later,we went back plus my cousin staying over at my house.It was great!He had many things like gundam seed...naruto....And my favourite Secret of Monkey Island!!!!!! =D Sad thing is....his laptop ran out of battery -_-".Haix....i didn't have enough of it!! ughhhhhhhhhh....
Oh ya,and today,we were supposed to have an outing.Sadly it was cancelled...>_> haix...haha can't blame my friend though...and I sounded very rude to Zoe in the phone when she informed me about it!!Oh no!!!So sorry Zoe!!>.<>

My results...

2006-10-19T19:50:00.000-07:00

Haix....After all that "excitement".... this is what i get....
Maths=70
English=52
Chinese=58
Art=54
Science=75(around there...)
History=75
Home economics=80(around there)
Oh no!!!I got so terrible results....I got so much lower than my other times....haix...I got 3 Cs,that made me sad lah.Sorry if i sound too hao lian or proud around here....I got a reason why I want higher results...
That is-I cannot go to my cell group or church!! =( I hope she allows me despite the fact that I almost failed my English...haix.... My position ar...Sure cannot one lah.Haix... i just hope the others could improve their position...Unlike me!!! >.< Don't go the same route as me ar!!!Must study hard....Then later have to face the music!!!(Like what Kai Mei always says)
This time round Zoe improved ALOT!!And i say she could be the top few!!Keep it up Xiiaosweetie!!!!!!!!!
I guess I should stop my hao lianess here...!!!Gotta go~ Ciao~

Oh no!!Don't worry!!

2006-10-15T23:37:00.000-07:00

Regarding to the previous post;
OH no,i did not mean to hurt you guys but....
I was talking mostly about you-know-who....
Aiyo,its ok about that thingy lar.....
Cause I was just confused that time....
About THAT person.....
So don't worry!!!!!!
Its not mainly about you!!!
Don't apologise!!!!OMG!
Its not your fault!!!!
I'm not blaming you....!!!lol....
Don't you worry okay....=XXX
Paiseh worrrrrrr!!!! >.<

...Its a very good friend of mine...

2006-10-14T02:11:00.000-07:00

(Note:Don't read for fun or happy reasons....this is for me to...you know what!=X)

Haixx....It was sad....to know what i had done.... I'm thinking,am i someone who stole others people's best friend away?

Well,looks like I did...that best friend of mine had many best friends before me...Her other best friends are my friends now... and they are very nice to me.But I did not know something- that my "best" friend meant alot to them.It made me kind of sad that I stole their friend....Did I really steal a friend? When I read their blogs.... I realised that it was that case....Maybe I did...maybe not...I probably should not talk to my very good friend much from now on...after all,she was being mean to me nowadays....Is it really my fault that this happened?I guessed,it is.Since,after I started hanging out with her,she became my good friend.

~~Well,if you figured out that I am referring to you and your upset because of it...I am very sorry about it.....REALLY very sorry!!!!!>.<>.<~~

I guessed I should go already!!My sister wants to use the comp!Ciao~

OK! I'm Finally back!!

2006-10-13T01:06:00.000-07:00

Wow!!This week was the exam week!After that....Results!
Great week though.I had Science(10/10/06) after History and Maths Paper1(9/10/06).Science was kind of tough.I forgot some of the chemistry questions!!>.> Oh nos... My best subject was science and science saved me during PSLE....I wished I could get as high! =/ Doubt I could...its so difficult!!!
Maths paper 2(11/10/06) after that.Its was easier than paper 1!!OMG!!! Its a VERY rare sight to know that paper 2 was easier.Many said that paper 2 was the problem and paper 1 was like chicken feet.Now,it was the reverse.Paper 1 was so difficult and paper 2 was like chicken feet now!In fact,almost all of our exams are difficult...T.T
Art(12/10/06) was the next.I rushed the preparatory work before that day because I did not manage to buy a drawing block until that day!@_@ And I slept at 2+....haixx....I'm so tired the next day.... Final art work was....ttteeerrRRIIIbbLLLEEE!!! Incorrigible I must say! Its so dull! Only my drawings are nice...>.> I hope I wouldn't fail....And people,I know that you could pass your art!!Don't loose heart! =)
Home economics was last.It was difficult too!Many thought it would be simple.As you know,its about home....So,of course we all panicked and was freaked.Our home economic teacher seldom give us difficult paper...that was another reason why we were shocked.Well,luckily some of my classmates were ok with it.....
And now....I can play all I want =D thats great ain't it?But I still gotta study....For next year of course! haha....Need to go now...My brother want to use this comp!!Ciao~

Wah!That's SO so SO close!!

2006-10-07T02:20:00.000-07:00

Oh my gosh!!Tomorrow...It's just tomorrow!! I am so scared about history...Argh....Its like i did not understand some topics...especially Chapter 4...Its all about India,China and Southeast Asia's government!All the well-known emperors/kings.You know,Qin Shihuang;the cruel one and goes around killing people who believes in Confucianism;Chandragupta Mauryan and that Parameswara....and not only that...All the other dynasties and what happened later on and blah blah blah...So confusing...

Next week is...you-know-what week.The worst week of all,THE EXAM WEEK! OMG I AM SO UNPREPARED....Ok....thats er....terrible for me...I am afraid of it...Really!thinking of it made me shiverrrrrrr.Haix.Just hope that I can score well!

And great....Singapore has been shrouded by haze.Kind of unlucky to have an inconsiderate neighbour.Our "kind" neighbour=Indonesia has some crazy farmers who deforested.The deforestation was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO bad that it even came to Singapore. And they happily made us have a PSI of 100+!!! OMG! That could kill us! HAHAHAHAHA! Thanks alot farmers! =/ haix...just wished that the world could be a little more caring and understanding to each other...haixxxxx!!!That even caused me to have a severe headache... Wish a rain could come!! Rain rain don't go away...Come again and another day!!=D

Well,I wish my friends had studied well!! Must study hor...all of u! JIA YOU!!!!

It's exam...Oh nos!

2006-10-01T07:26:00.000-07:00

Arghhh!Everyone!Its the thing u disliked alot is coming- EXAMS!!!! OMG! And it started out with chinese!!!! My worst subject!OHHHH NOOOOOOOOOO!!!People,I am real sad...>.> MY WORST IS COMING! JUST TOMORROW!>< And next thing is....My pencil box was stolen by some random Indian girl!How 'lucky' can i be?=/ Oh great...And chinese is a subject that you can only memorise the characters etc. But you have to know how to express it out.. And my chinese is sooooo terrible.... How to express...@_@ I can only give it up all to......God!(wah paiseh non-christians...=X) lol... *sob* that's all I can do I guess...Well I heard that faith of a mustard seed can do something great! =) So,that's all i can do...>.<
Not only the chinese is exam is my obstacle...But my art too...You have to do preparatory work...And at most three pieces...But you know what,you have to do research and sketches...Detailed experiments...As if technique...exploration and expression...CCCHHEEEMMMM right?oh my....there are so many things to do and yet there isn't much of a time!We have to study for our exams...yet we have to do a...homework?? @_@ Mrs Yeo (my art teacher) is really trying to kill us...=S I am really stressed out...And i have many other things in life to do! Like going to church,band etc....OH no! How am i suppose to cope?@_@

Haix.Conclusion is: Give it up all to my God!(paiseh again...>.<)Anyways,I wish everyone can cope with their work.Unlike me! =X haha...To anyone who are having exams or are going to have,A VERY GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE VERY VERY VERY VERY BEST TO YOU!!!!!!! =D

...to my NT friends...

2006-09-26T01:46:00.000-07:00

Hahahahahhaha....As you've been expecting Zoe! I am going to write about you! =P Anyway,I know a few people from my class only...='( but that doesn't matter,isn't?

Let's start with the 1/3s?
//Wen Hsi;the very WEN rou and HSI wen person.LOL.She is a benevolant one,like Shashi.She is also very devoted to band...That's great lah...People in my band keeps on pontang-ing...
//Tricia;She is one of the most bian tai one in 1/3..But who cares about that...She's very nice de wor!She's very smart too...She got 19th place among all the express classes...O_O
//Pui Yi;very funny girl!!To admit,she is kind of hot-tempered.I am like that too...So its ok lah.She very bian tai also...hahahhah...That's 1/3...So don't say them!
(paiseh 1/3s...I cannot write too much about you guys >.<)

Then the 1/2s....Which I only knew 2?
{Charis;another benevolant one!You can say she is more than Shashi.=X Cheerful girl...Sweet and nice...haha.I believe she can be a great person in life! o.o
{Linus;woah...that boy...I don't want to describe him or anything =X. Cause I am not sure whether he is okay with me or not...=X

And then my dear 1/4s...My class...Kai Mei's class...Hui Shan's class...Zoe's class...............................................
...Hui Shan;very cheerful person.=D hahs.Carefree and sui bian.I am not sui bian...=X Good lar...but sometimes cannot be too sui bian wor!She is also another very positive person.Lol....Anyways,she sing very well.Her tone is good...can be better than Fizah =P Oh ya,you can remenber maths fomular de.I believe in you. =)
...Zoe,a.k.a xiiaosweetie(yes,it's the one you have been waiting for..);The sweetest one in my class.She's yet ANOTHER cheerful one in my class.She is like the light of my class...cause she gives jokes...and smile alot in our class.=D Keep that up,ok?LOL!She loves bananas alot!Like KM haha.She very hardworking de wor!And don't worry Zoe...You can pass your maths de! =) Jia you!
...Hafizah,a.k.a Fizzy cola;the best singer in my class!She's very funny.JuBiLiOus.Fun attitude,open and sporting.To mention sport,she is very good at it.Out-going.That's very good though.Not many people are like these...So...Stay like this! =D
I hope to know you people better!And the others that I did not mention...=x

Ok,I'll stop here.Good luck to your exams NTs!You people rock!=)Very paiseh if I did not include you...>.< Tell me if you want to be included =P. Kays...need to go and rest!Ciao~

A tribute to my friends

2006-09-22T01:02:00.000-07:00

This is a tribute to my friends....Wherever you are...Where you came from....How we know each other...etc.
Hmm....Let's start with my closest few!!! =D
-Genevieve;the kindest one you can ever see. She is hip and cool =P And she speaks from her heart! She is very pure...even though she had hard times but...she chose the narrow one and got through them and now she is a very sweet person.hahax! =) Go you!!

-Wei Ling;the hippest and coolest one you ever see! She is so funny and jovial! The one that brightens up your day!=P lol! And since you just joined my churh...jia you on your spiritual walk with God haha!

-Lynn;the funniest girl you can ever EVER ever EvEr see in your entire life!She is jubinile..you can say she is a friend that you can rely on!Though some people from my class call thinks she is bian tai...but i don't think thats the case!lol...she is just joking...joke should be ok...=D =PPP

-Swati;the Slowly Walking And Talking Incessantly girl.LOL!She has a good character but the boys in my pri 6 class oversaw that...and made fun of her...:@! Well its over now....She is a friend that no one would regret that they had =P

-Shashi;another talkative and funny girl in my pri 6 class.She is benevolant...super benevolant.She also has a fun character..O.o lol!She is very crazy too! haha! I haven't talk to her for a long time....>.<

-Kai Mei;my closest friend in my NTSS...I had many quarrels with her...I guess she is also kind of irratated by me sometimes...that i got so sensitive to her easily and say that she is insensitive..blah blah...Yeah...If u where in her shoes...I guess you people will get RRREEEAAALLLL sian-ed....I am uh...very sorry for all that i had done to her...uh....Let's see...ALL i can say about her is...a laughy person.Laugh laugh laugh...even though she got one of the lowest in her class...Positive right?lol...but i always get complains from her that i wasn't positive enough...that i am pessi...='( Well i can kind of agree with that...oh no...funny thing about her is that...She keeps telling me to be posi...but when she gets pessi...i reminded her about it...and she went....
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Friends from church!
-Isaac;my future brother-in-law!!! =D haha.An enternaining guy.

-Gloria;a girl filled with love haha.Talks with her heart.A great person to know!She's in Mel now....='(

-Adeline;pure hearted and sweet.=P though i did not talk much to her...I really wish to know her more!

-Shu Ling;she's very generous and easy going.I look up to her as a teacher=P

-Clara;a very funny girl!!A caring and talkative person.Long time since I talked to her...><

-Faith;She is very motherly.haha...yes,motherly love.hahahhaha she is kinda of young to be known as a mother though....LOL!!

-Tiffany;my cell group leader.To tell you people the truth,she is strict to me ><.Only because i did not listen to her...I felt kind of down that i did not ><.Though she is strict...i still think she is a great leader;a great person in God's name! =)

Hmmm....Let's stop here ><....more updates on this later!!People like Zoe and Hui Shan...Don't worry....I will update on you guys de! =)
(p.s. Sorry if i did not include anyone here..>< I will try to include =D)

~Song update~

2006-09-06T04:46:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone. I just updated a song into this blog. It is one of my favourites - Tommorow's way by Yui,though it is Japanese.... I still like it.^^ Do not worry about the lyrics of the song =) I will try to update it in,if needed. And also,feel free to listen to it whenever you want! =) Ok. That is all i got to say for now. Ciao~

A day with my friends

2006-09-05T05:24:00.000-07:00

Once upon a day...
A nice day...
There are no whether defects etc...
everything was fine...
Its just that..........................................Haix!!! Don't wan to say it...
Good thing is,I had fun! We happily went to Plaza Sing,one of Singaporean's favourites. Everyone might had thought that we went out for movies... Truth is,it is not... We went there for the neoprint machine. We like neoprint alot and we are lucky today that we managed to find a REALLY fun machine. It is like,we can choose a BackGround that we want. And there are fun backgrounds like, a haunted graveyard...a classroom....a snowy place....and many more others! The pose that we made were funny! We chose the haunted graveyard,and I acted as a ghost =X lol. My two other friends(note that there are three of us together) acted as the victims.haha. To really think about it,I would never want to become a ghost or whatever. Being a ghost is terrible. It is like you are being trapped in a place that you do not want to be!=(
After that,we went lunch. It isn't much of a thing because it is like...eating? And nothing else..lol. Shopping was next. Girl's favourite thing to do,LOL! Later,we went to one to my friend's house. She is lucky,her house is at orchard! She got no problem at all for shopping! lol. All i can conclude from this is - being with your old friend is not boring at all. At first i thought that the day would be meaningless to me. But it turn out fun,I am glad.=D
To all friends who read this - Wish you a HAPPY Holiday! =)
Got to go now. Ciao.

My true element....O.o

2006-09-03T21:26:00.000-07:00

Your element is earth: Wise, solitary, mysterious and loving. You are very wise. Your wise as in you know things others do not. You can see past the stereotypes and see the real people behind their facades, people will often come to you for help and advice. Quite solitary and somewhat shy around people because you prefer animals and plants. Animals aren't afraid to show themselves or what they are feeling and plants are fun to nurture. You are very strong in your silence, if you set your mind on something you will often times pursue it to the end. Sometimes you just want to get away, so you seek refuge in the forest where you can have time to think and try to sort out your emotions. The sound of the wind usually calms you, especially moving through the trees. Life to you is something precious and should not be taken for granted.
Take this quiz!

lol...ok,the web is as follow...
http://quizilla.com/users/nekokittychi/quizzes/
Have great fun! And do tell me your element =D

Tata! Its Me~!

2006-09-03T04:48:00.000-07:00

haha...its me its me.....the owner of this blog.

What can i say here?Erm...About today?
Life is kind of easy today. I just have to eat my breakfast,then go to my church and finally,go back home!
Home.It is where I sleep,eat,do buisness,play computer and finally gather with your family. That is what I do. Of course,I did other things... You would not expect me to write all of them down,right?
Church. One of the most lovely place to be. Lovely not as in romantic...but more like the atmosphere here is........lovely? Its a good place to be. People there are loving,you can sing nice nice songs,dance to the nice nice songs, and of course,listen to the word!=D There are no other better places than this...Haha.
Breakfast.To me its not an important meal.... Because...I do not really eat in the morning. Unless I am very hungry,of course.
Schedule sounds pretty simple... but I had many mental challenges.. Lol. That is very natural as problems come almost everyday. Sad to say but,I am weak against them. Problems like disciplinary ones! Friendship ones...T_T and homework problems.
I just hope that they will be solved....ASAP!! =D
I need to go for my dinner....! Ciao~

2006-09-03T03:34:00.000-07:00

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